Saturday, January 1, 2011

The End of 2010...

Today I sit here watching the year end.. hoping the new one to come be kinder with us all..

this year (2010) has been a rollercoaster in my life.. the lowest one being when you parted.. the highest one when our baby was born..

we moved.. we traveled.. we loved.. we fought.. we shared.. we pursued.. we achieved.. we smiled.. we cried.. we grew.. we dreamed.. we planned.. we were torn apart..

so many things this year seemed to promise.. so many things it took away.. one thing that will never be taken,  no matter how many years end, is my undying love for you..

I saw this on FB and had to post on my wall too..
"When we've lost someone we love we must learn, not to live without them, but to live with what love they left with us. I have loved and lost and will keep always close to my heart. Remember those you have lost and LOVE those they left behind."

I certainly can´t live without you hon, you´re living permanently in my heart.. and I will love what you left behind.. our two precious kids and 12 yrs of being by my side.. not enough really but soooo worth every day..

I hope the new year brings some comfort and peace.. gives me strength and courage.. allows me to be the best I can.. for you, the kids and myself..

for every tear there´s a smile.. and boy, have I cried.. I miss you and love you with everything I´ve got

Happy New Year my love!!

1 comment:

  1. Hello, Dear Friend. I saw you on a pet blog and saw the link under your name to this blog. It seems we have two things in common, our love for animals, and we both lost our husbands tragically. I didn't see where you wrote about what happened, but I followed the link in one of your posts and read about what happened in Durango. My husband was taken from me and our baby girl almost the same way in Alabama many years ago. I felt like my heart was ripped out and I would never be the same. And the people that did it also stole a baby girls father from her. I know it's hard getting through the day and you probably feel like you are living a dream, but time does help heal your heart. Keep his memory alive and he will be beside you always. I believe the spirit of those we love remains near us until we are reunited again. Please don't forget to take care of yourself during this painful time.